"In the Wildest Garden"
By Char Sundust, 2004

rising—dawn
Allies of the East—spirit on wind—having turned me inside out having spun me into
silver and gold having pulled from me the final thread of new life, infancy…
Eagle new perspective
You have nothing to lose—thank you on my belly. The touch of you on my back your
whisper makes me whole—make me a pathway for light.
Have an open heart with me, noonday sun—South Southern fire breaking me the burning
me alive—for making me a whole again and the two years a silent as the singing of
owls—I think you—it’s worth it.
The breath of fear Is a passion for a healing that is about to take place
Bloodline rush all things calling—sweetness calling care
your waterways open like
talking with spirit—singing the sacredness of the infinite orange Sunset
our birth—it gets chipped away with living
The idea is to remember these pieces that have been dismembered—from our hearts—
from our heads—from our hands.
Remembering…this is called healing—
ancient ways—to accept it all.
The dark night sky in the trail of tears that are called Stars—
purification—unconditional love is after death—there is no trying—
healing salve—you are I am—
protection of mindfulness not of the self—I want to thank you for everything that has
happened—everything that has not happened. I surrender it all to you. I give it all to you.
Thank you for the dying, again I celebrate—that you are—the radiant
star divine
star
speak
telling me to listen
I wish on his falling fire—
As he wishes on us
Protect the mindfulness—not the self—have an open heart
And a closed mind—we have it backwards
Talk with spirit
After the pieces are gently remembered—after it’s all returned—no one can take them
away form you
You are light—Protection—nothing can leave this safe light.

Becoming safe you experience safety
Regret is a feeling that happens when you didn’t take advantage of an opportunity—
Minds are fragile—they need to be protected in a permeable way—

Power is when You can perceive the healings that want to happen

Fear is a lie—
Our eyes—Power animals eyes strip away misconceptions—they shield you from pain
that is external—not letting other people’s beliefs penetrate you

How do you know when to leave physically and still keep loving—
When you don’t feel like leaving—not boredom
Humans think the reasons to leave are usually boredom—self-hate—and sexuality issues.
You can have compassion for the pain and choose not to live it with them.
If you’re in a lover roles as a healer—leave immediately—We never intended it to be—
Healing should come from being an inspiration—but not for them—for spirit—and all of
the people in the circle—
Setting an example for your lover is misinformation—it’s a waste of time and energy—to
spend all that time to prove you are lovable is a waste of energy—
Challenge and ease is letting them love you and setting them free—don’t forget to set
yourself free—
Needs—you don’t have any needs—all you need is provided-we want you to know you
have all the love that you seek—why refuse the love you have now?
Look to today—you have bodies and need physical contact—we have sent the perfect
people—and each is changing—you don’t know but you are ready willing and able to
receive great love.

Do not trust with your mind—we need it—open your hearts—keep them strong—you
cannot lose—
Live and give fully—Be direct—Use wits and be centered

The challenge is to receive their gifts—
And what have you learned—and who are you
It’s safe to let go
Lay in the arms of tenderness—if it’s not tender—walk beyond it—that’s your gauge—
that’s how you know—even anger can be tender—
Receive the gifts given—Breathe—use your mind—don’t lose you mind—
The revitalization you seek is coming through—
Love as spirit intended only for today—give them to us—give it to us—give it all to us—
Trust—don’t trust people trust life—
Stop looking—life has given everything you want and more than you asked for—
There is not one trustworthly human—even you
In changing—the only thing that know the truth is your heart—
Experiences are important for you—don’t lose faith
Self trust—you are doing what is right for you—and this too shall pass—all of you will
have beautiful afterlives—
In the wildest garden where invisible people do beautiful things.